the greatest battles are those in the mind.

to the whatever. u are such a great disappointment.
to people who once told me she is a big fat liar. hypocrite. big hole. i now agree with u. i dont know what words she might have placed into my mouth. i dont know how she might have twisted the fact. it called this a pathetic hypocrite world. guess this is because she's living in it. i really detest all the whatever things u have done. u used to ask me why i don trust u. how on earth do u want me to trust u when even the neutral party says u r always lying. i say. i might well liked by everyone too. its time for u to know some hurting facts. go around and ask everyone if they dislike u. ask ur good buddies in class. well, make sure they tell u the truth! when u pestered me for the issue, i told u because it was all a misunderstanding and i didnt want u to think and make it bother ur studies. but now it affected mine. i hate u for making that happen. i hate ur nonchalent attitude towards everything, and especially the things that were caused by u. everyone in this world is hypocrite. it is the extent of it. u dare say u are not at all hypocrite? u dare say u have NEVER backstab people before? u dare say u treat everyone as friend and not as someone to be used by u. "peng you shi na lai li yong de" this was what that came out from YOUR mouth. i was greatly shocked by it. continue using ur friends and one day, u will realise that u are friendless. u dare say u have NEVER backstab me before? "good friends are those who stab u in the front" this was what u said. but... u do have good friends? i thought all ur friends are fair weather friends.. hi bye friends?
ARGH. i shunt talk about this topic anymore. i shunt talk about u anymore. i shunt talk to u anymore.

Patricia, I guess it was ur tone and attitude that make me misunderstand u. but im sure u wont like it if I treat u that way too. Guess we have to speak and solve the misunderstanding. Im sorry to tell u, but a neutral party told me someone had pushed part of the blame to u. lets talk after tomorrow’s exam okay? U are still someone I somehow trust =)

Chai luan, sorry for pulling u down into this shitty stuff. If u “join back their group” u r still welcome to talk to me. Don worry. Im not that kind of person who says “orh. U are that group de. Go back la!” chai luan. U are really simple yet complicated!

yi jia. i really miss u. argh. got lots of stuff to tell u.